Anxiety

I'm glad I'm on a little weekend* break; I had an anxiety attack of all the things that could go wrong, which lasted about a day, even after so many tours doing exactly this. It could all go pear-shaped at any minute, and now that the panic has worn off I'm finding a headspace open to possibility rather than terror.

It's never not a leap of faith.

*performers get "weekends" Monday-Tuesday, which does interesting things to our social lives.